Vendetta

Don't Show off Your Rotten Skull,

It has nothing, it's void and null,

It's dry and Dull.

You have lost your mind, you're insane,

You gotta hold your breath, and hide your pain.

You may shed tears of blood or poison.

But No, your love won't come back again.

Smoking is(not) Injurious to Health

Once in a while I like to smoke at home.Closed door,One open window that shows me only some distant houses and trees, as there is a pond which acts as a barrier between us and them.A small cup, which serves as an ashtray and one room freshener to kill any evidence of my crime. 

My head was spinning.I felt a little dizzy. Lied down and inhaled the cigarette. A new discovery I made about my way to relaxation. It is absolute bliss to lie down and smoke.I came close to myself, my mind, my thoughts.The thoughts which used to seem complex became simple, Pain became a non-existent idea, Consciousness invoked the conscience. God prevailed 'within'.

"Not all verses can have a name"

Sleepy head, 

Empty bed.

Alone I rest,

In my haunted nest.

HOLI-DAY

When everyone's morning starts with colors, laughter, friends and family, my day starts with forbidden thoughts, unspoken love, broken embrace and distant kisses. The hangover of love stays more than a lifetime. Even the bright colors of the festival of Holi can't make me forget the yearning moments to looks forward to yearn for someone else. Today it was supposed to be a fun filled day. But no, not for me.

I'm alone. Not because I've no friends or loved ones, but because I don't have a certain specific individual whose presence beside me effects my versatile mood.

People around me soaked in colors, cannot understand what I'm going through.The only color that I'm soaked in is black.The color of silence. The color of death. The color of darkness.The color of hatred(towards myself).

In the beginning...

When you are lonely in life, without friends, or anyone with whom you can share all your thoughts and feelings, you try for different ways to escape this situation. An utter silence, a disgusting solitude.I am a victim of a similar situation.And thus I am a blogger.